And thank you for my three sisters.
I wish you were here. Thank you for teaching me many life skills and lessons, how to be more independent. You will tell me you sat in the church and watched me marry my husband. I aspire to hold your patience and kind heart to me while bringing up my children.
Sure I can't say that we have had a smooth journey, but I can bet on that last penny in my pocket that it has been more inspiring and worth living eachday with you by our side. I learned to appreciate everything you ever did for our family.
I had to get it all out and writing it down was the only way that worked. Probably nothing. The loss makes it hard to breathe. I miss you too mom, and I hope to see you soon.
I had to wonder if it was a sign from you that you were in heaven. Thank you for standing by me when I had to make difficult decisions.